Two more weeks

 

After much agony, tears and still no sense of peace, a decision was made.  It wasn't the decision that I thought that I would ultimately make since the option to stay was given.   The unknown as to what life has in store for me now is frightening.  I feel like I am giving up on ever having the life I have dreamt of my entire life.   Although I think that I unknowing summed it up to a friend yesterday when I said that after nine years it was time to move my feet for not only my benefit but also for those around me…..my puzzle piece just doesn't fit anymore.