“Your work is to discover your world and then with all your heart give yourself to it.”

This month at work is set to be the highest producing month that I have had in almost two years. Of course it is a good thing. The only crappy thing about the whole situation is that it is all being shoved into the next three days. Taking a bathroom break won’t even be an option. I threatened that if they didn’t bring in a receptionist for this week that I would be coming in either. All of the work hitting my desk is rather daunting. My anxiety level about being able to actually handle it all is high. I have considered just packing a suitcase and taking it with me tomorrow because I will more than likely be living at my office for the rest of the week.

I am grateful I have a job. I am grateful I have a job. I am grateful that I have a job.

Maybe my anxiety level is on over drive for other reasons too. For one the last time that I found out that I had to spend a period of time in the hospital waiting I didn’t have to do it by myself. There was hours spent on the phone with everything between laughing to serious discussions. A needed distraction and love flowed freely through the connection. It made a difficult time manageable and kept me breathing. This time, well, won’t be the same.

Saturday afternoon I will put names on the prayer roll before attending a sealing in the Bountiful Temple.