Yesterday was the end of one path and the beginning of another.
I was positive that I wouldn't cry. When I walked into the clerk's office and had my records transferred before heading up to class and came out without a tear in my eye, I thought that it was going to be even easier than I imagined. As I began teaching I gained more and more confidence that I was fine. This wasn't going to be that hard. Sure it is where I had spent the last 9 years of my life, but change has to and always will happen.
Then I realized that it was wishful thinking as I was concluding the lesson that I was teaching, the tears not only came, but flowed down my cheeks. After class ended I found myself surrounded by some of my dearest, sweetest friends who also had tears in their eyes. My life has definitely been blessed with wonderful people, a lot of whom I have met in this place. I figured that the tears were finished, of course I was wrong again.
I was perfectly fine during Sunday School. Sacrament meeting was a different story. A Bishopric member stood up to release me from my calling, which was fine until he got choked up and had to pause before continuing with why he was having a hard time releasing me. The minute I saw tears spring to his eyes, it was end of story for any control that I had managed to gain over my own emotions. It took me most of the meeting to pull myself back together.
Kleenex definitely brought in a profit yesterday!
Thank you all of my friends who fill my life and my heart! There are more great memories than I can even begin to count. Even though Venus says that I am dead to her now, I hope to have many more even though I won't be around as often.
Change always brings new adventures. I am interested to see what is out in front of me now. I think that I am about to step into roles that will be challenging and rewarding. Always something to which to look forward.
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