Not sure

 

How many times in our lives have we sat at the edge of a decision seeking the best possible course and usually realizing that the seemingly impossible route is the only one which will get us to where we ultimately want to be?  

 

After beginning that route, how many times do we stop to question what we are doing honestly believing that we don't have the strength to finish?  

 

Why is not being able to see where each path leads makes us certain that there can't possibly be anything better than what we just left?   Then not being able to remember the reason we headed that way in the first place?

 

Why is taking a step in the darkness such a scary adventure especially when we know and have been reassured that this is the exact path that we are supposed to be experiencing?  

 

How come when a decision has been made and we realize that it isn't the right path and that we weren't listening so well, that it is so hard to swallow our pride and turn around and fix the mistake?

 

Why is it when we have waited for something for so long and it is finally given to us that it scares us and we immediately want to pull back?

 

How many times do we have to be reassured before we can have confidence enough to accept and move forward without hesitation?

 

Why do we always have to test how long our arms will stretch before we absolutely have to let go of what is known and comfortable?